I wasn't trying to be blunt, I was even trying to restrain the small anger battery.
Why? Because I'm getting a little impatient with the impatience of people who make a post per hour about rejection messages and and anxiety and stuff like that. But then someone has to be impatient about posts. I'm sorry, it just really irritated me. Plus, I'm fasting so dehydration and hunger may be the problem. And on top of that my room is so cold my finger tips are numb. But it think the coolness helps with dehydration.
So I'm sorry if I was being blunt, just a little frustrated. And now I am back in the Middle East, specifically Qatar, where there is absolutely nothing for young'uns like me to do.