Specifically, have you ever been wandering about a neighborhood in the heart of the city, one that’s decrepit but still has a certain mysterious charm, perhaps a very old Chinatown long past its glory days, late in the evening with a guy you maybe kind of have a thing for, and you wander into a building that in hindsight you definitely should’ve realized was abandoned, and as you progress further in you both notice that you’re both gaining certain visual and/or mental powers, and that each time you brush up against each other or touch each other these powers are enhanced, but each time it happens you end up feeling kind of…different, and at some point some inexplicable urge to, say, sit upon one or the other’s shoulders overcomes you, and when you do, the powers are vastly magnified but a truly strange thing starts happening to your bodies - you start fusing, you start looking less human, almost frog-like, but you suddenly know that you’re not complete, that the process is not yet finished, and so - in your increasingly less-human body, protected from the attention of passersby by something a bit like invisibility, you immediately tromp off to the nearby downtown campus of the local university to absorb the cutest boy in your class into your unholy union of flesh? Like am I right who doesn’t have dreams about that?? Anyways, after you absorb the cutest boy in your class, who of course doesn’t go willingly, but your weird, increasingly-monstrous combined body incapacitates him, he becomes the essential element needed to complete your transformation into a green, wet creature with bulging eyes and a face like a cross between a fish and a toad set upon two trunk-like legs, and you then know that your true purpose is to serve as a kind of guardian for the neighborhood you came from. - - - Then, in a sudden shift of perspective, you realize that you, the dreamer, weren’t the one being transformed at all - in fact you were sitting in the very same class the one guy was plucked from, and it’s only by luck that you yourself are not now part of the awful, amphibious being that passed through your building entirely unnoticed.
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