Hey. It's just a game.
If I have to reveal it now, it's my intention not to win this game. I don't want to win anymore. Someone, please ally Atomic. Or let me do it. Make it a fun game where someone else wins.
Now that'll make the Blamedia viewings skyrocket and give me a big nice profit$$$$$$$$ I mean---
But no, don't play if you don't want to..
Peace? Gifts? Yoghurt? Oatmails?
FFFFFUUUUUUCCCCCCCKKKKKKK This isn't what I wanted. GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
... I'm done. I just... I can't take it anymore. I love the game, it's a great game. I hate what it does though. I don't want to unfairly win, but I honestly don't want to fairly lose either. It's my personality. And I very much hate it sometimes. I just wish I wouldn't do this to myself. I really want to play, but it causes so many conflicts with myself. I was fine with losing, I was just mad because my computer was being stupid, it overflowed a bit, it would have gone away. I don't know if you guys interpreted that so as to be like "heh, he needs some help, let's make the game more 'fair'" or not, but I didn't like your decision to do this. Because now, if I happened to have won, it would have been unfairly in my eyes. I also want to continue playing, but another trait of my personality is that what's done is done, and you've already made the decision to try to join me. No matter how much I want to forget that and just go back and fairly lose, I just can't. It's stupid. That concludes my participation in this game... and fuck I still want to play. See. I hate myself sometimes. Great.
I'll now go finish the calculator. I don't know why.
I guess this means my nation is up for grabs, and Darv can have his nation back if he wants it.
Oh what a great artist this world is losing.