i want to drop all my classes and leave the school and become a dropout because it takes so much time and energy to do something that is completely pointless and I can't get myself t see any of this as having a point and also eceryone is always talking about their homework and getting frightened by it and I am in the same classes as them so I am like "oh god what did i miss i am going to fail everything this year" and then I already am turning things in late or just not even doing them and I can't keep up already and it's not even at full speed yet so many teachers warning of days with 3 hours+ homework coming up ahead and I already have homework ecery day and people are saying things like about how much homework there is and I don't see it please save me jesus no wonder this is a christian school there's so much things to make people stress that they turn into balls of crying and their only source of hope that they see is dying and returning to jesus where there is no more homework