I would be really sad. I'm sure no one wouldn't be.
We already lost a forum member here, and the feeling sucks. It's as if you can't help yourself from them dying.
This. First, I would be very sad. Then, when I finally could get over your
(or any other member's) death, I would stay in a state of "I wasn't good enough to him/her" for like, ever. It's just.. a ''lame'' feeling of sorts, I think.
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